Hello World

Bored.
B-o-r-e-d.
How pointless it was to do that.
Obviously, if I can type it into the computer, I can spell it, right?
WRONG!
Naht.
Jk.
Or am I?

...

I need to do something more productive than argue with myself.
Maybe THEN I will find myself, and truly know who I am...
*eyes sparkle*

Then again...

NAHT!

~Wingedhamham~

p.s. I got another haircut this summer and I am now wearing...contacts.
Yep.
There's a LOT to update on here, but overall...
I've kinda left my gaming phase. I don't play anything much anymore. I mostly draw, now, or do digital art. Anthro is my main focus. It's really fun! ^.^
Aaaand, so yeah.

If you're still out there...

http://thegreatcelloadventures.blogspot.com/

That is the blog for my practice journals.
Same ol' funny stuff, except for a grade in strings xD
So...have fun reading if you want to :3

MA HUR

AAAAAAAAAAH!

Okay peeple! This is killing me!
NO GUTS, NO GLORY!
NO PAIN, NO GAIN!

SOMEONE NEEDS TO PUT THESE INTO A SPECIFIC SOMEONE'S HEAD!

Also:
"Keep your legs closed."

SOMEONE NEEDS TO PUT THIS INTO A SPECIFIC SOMEONE'S HEAD! NAO!

Btw...
Did you know...
Scorpios and Cancers get along exceptionally well?
^-^

Damn, being a Scorpio = lots of jealousy. And Hell, I am feeling the hate. Burning in the hate. Consumed by the hate.
I'm so angry at a specific someone that needs to get a grip and just chill! STOP. IT.
UGH!!!!!!!

For those in my ring of friends, you know EXACTLY WHO AND WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT and it is SOOOOOOOOO frustrating.
Time for some more "Baby It's Fact"
...and late night depression!
:)

~Wingedhamham

Love

I've gone from giddy, excited, disappointed, depressed, satisfied, then giddy all over again today. It's amazing what a boy can do, eh?
Shout out to Myles:
Thankies for all your help. You should seriously be a councelor or something lolz. You rokk sokks, mate!
It's late, and we have a robotics competition this weekend! AAAH! I also got SSBB and I rate it 10/10. Absolutely magnificent. I love that game with a burning passion. Take my game and I will kill you babies. So many babies. 400 BABIESSS!

Lol.

;)

~Wingedhamham~

Lost

It's been strange today. It began as soon as I woke up. It wasn't the day that had a problem, it was me. I don't know what it is. I'm all shrugs.
I felt hollow today. Like someone had come at night and taken my heart from me. I can't explain it. I feel like I can't ... well, I don't really understand it at all. I somehow reasoned that there was no need for me to talk. I remained quiet for the whole day. I still smiled when my friends tried cheering me up, but it felt really strange. It was as if I was smiling only because of that joke. I wasn't happy. I wasn't anything. I was nothing inside. It has had me confused. I tried getting rid of it through anger, or something, but none of them work. None of them come out. I felt like I was just drifting. What was the purpose of joy? Did I really need it? I felt like I was lost in infinite thought over nothing. Nothing. Emptiness.
I hadn't noticed it before until I was walking home, how OCD I was being today. Usually, I'm not so bad, but it was horrific today. I began realizing how much I had been 'balancing' myself (as I call it). I have this system of equilibrium for my right and left. My right is usually dominant and claims the most territory. However, when I walk, spaces on the sidewalk are left as territory, but the cracks are special. They have extra significance and cannot be easily reversed. I stepped on a crack with my right, so I tried to do so with my left. I did. It didn't balance out. My right still felt over-dominating. That was odd. The whole time I walked home I was struggling to equal out my feet but I couldn't. If you saw me walking, I would have looked like I had broken legs. I tried crying because I had no idea what was going on, but I couldn't. How could I? I didn't have tears.
Maybe I just need something to do. Maybe. I've had a symphony in my head today. I've listened to the music over and over again. It has been the only hint of joy in my day, besides the return of the shadow of my bus that I was staring at. I have friends of course who were concerned, but I felt like I had no one. I sat there, with my music, and I still felt empty. I don't know why this is happening, or what caused it. I feel lost in myself. There's nothing to hold on to. Have you ever been so confused that you can't do anything? That your mind goes numb?
I feel like I've been searching for an answer and letting it pass at the same time. I filled my worriesome moments with work. I feel I did well in school today. At least this blank emotion hasn't affected my grades.

~Wingedhamham~

Maybe I'm tired or something. I hope so, if hoping helps.

In French Class

I'm on a ghetto laptop! YESSS! Literally. It's old as old gets. =_=
The frame around the screen is like...2 in. thick. Yuck XP.
Let's see. ZOMFG WE HAVE GIRL SCOUT COOKIES! I brought two of the thankies ones to school. We also have the peanut butter patties at home that I have already began to slowly devour. >:)
I can't wait to go to my next class (HISTORYYY) because I think I did reeeeeeeeally ubers good on my test. I shall update when I get home just how awesomely I pwned it. Lol.
Some girl near us is watching something on cancer and she's like a deer in headlights watching it. In fact, not too long ago, she played this cool beans song with this little girl singing about how we should save the whales. It's so awesome. Something like, "Cuz if you save the whales, you save our planet too..." Lol. It's really cute but it seems the rest of the class finds it irritating <:( They've been yelling at her to turn it off. I encore such songs. :) I mean...it's saving our planet and stuff. Why NOT support it!? Lolz. Now she's watching whales body smash the seals and toss them around while eating their guts out ._.
OKAY!

~Wingedhamham~

Peace peeps!

Mutilation of my Right Hand

Tis true as trueness gets. Tru dat.
Let's see...I'll list the injuries on my right hand in order:
1. My pinky is still healing from a deeeeep cut I got from trying to open a can. My pinky was sticking out and I was pulling the little thing on the can trying to pull the lid off (it was a can of tomato soup). It suddenly opened and quickly swiped my pinky. Ouch. It still hurts when I squeeze the spot, so it isn't completely healed. It's pinkish with that scar material skin stuff :P lol.
2. My thumb has a scab over a wee tiny cut, and a blotch where I internally bled. Lol. I was measuring something with a tape measure, and I accidentally let go. It came back and whiplashed my thumb. This was at robotics, so Fluff freaked out and was like YOU HAVE TO DISINFECT IT!!!!! ZOMFG! AAAAAH!
It's ok Fluff...I understand. You did it cuz you love me.
3. If you lay your palm onto the face of a table, I have an injuries on the right side, right under my pinky knuckle. It's a cut, along with a tiny one beneath the middle joint of my pinky. My poor poor pinky... This one is also from robotics. I put a PVC pipe into the vice grip and tried to punch it because we were going to drill holes through it. (Yeah, I know, it was a dumb thing to do, but I actually thought it would work). This wasn't a manual punch, so you have to put a lot of pressure before it clicks. I put a lot of weight into my hand and the PVC slipped so my hand slipped down really quickly and hit the vice grip. Well, that hunky metal thing isn't smooth, so it cut me in the two places. Yum. So I've used up so many bandaids on my right hand lol.

Funny thing is...my dominant hand is my right. Just...perfect, eh?
300 Moment: It's ok, God has been kind to give me two hands, in case something happened to the other. [This isn't a direct quote, it's a moment so chill!]

~Wingedhamham~

Don't worry. I'm not in the least bit of pain. You should've seen Fluff freak out though XD. Kate was with me when the 3rd one happened, and she was like, "Um, uh, I don't remember anything off of the slide." Because everything she told me I was like, "No Kate, I have to [insert blah blah here]." And she would be like, "Right..." Lolz. Yay for paying attention to the safety slides. Kudos to Fluff. She gets 5 brownie points for prepping me for my dismal future.

P.S. I got my internet back >:)

Greetings, Earthlings.

I am back, from the outer space...vacuum. We have cleaned all the dust bunnies from within, and are returning to our families.

...

Just.

Kidding.

Yeah, I've been pretty busy so yep. I'll post some other time when I feel 'inspired.'

~Wingedhamham~

PEACE!

The Inner Me

HECK YUS! Today was nerd day at school so I dressed up as the inner me. Sigh. So freakin hot...I love tube socks.

Lol.

-Wingedhamham-

My worst day ever goes on...

Stupid bell.
Anyways, here's what happened AFTER the quiz:
There were 15 min. of class left so I got a note from the teacher to let me pick up the papers from my English, Science, and Math teachers. Joy.
I went out to my English teacher first. It turned out that she hadn't filled out any of it because she accidentally wrote her name in the wrong spot. Poop. I told her I needed to postmark it by tomorrow so she found out it was online and reprinted it. I told her I would come back later because I needed to get my other papers.
I ran up the stairs to the 3rd floor to my science teacher. Turned out he wasn't finished either. He had a couple questions he wanted to ask me to help him fill it out. I stood there for about 10 min. while he scribbled down the last two answers.
I left the room and went down to the 2nd floor and down to the opposite end of the hall to my math teacher. I went inside and to my dismay, I discovered she had left already. I was thinking, "Sh*t." Instead, it was my half-math teacher from last year! We spent 10 min. trying to figure out what to do because I NEEDED those papers. After that, she decided to just fill it out instead. OOOOF course someone had to come in and ask about our test tomorrow. After like the worst 20 min. of my life, the bell had rung and I bet my bus had left. The teacher finisshed filling out the paper and I ran out. I swear, I was ready to kill that girl. She would NOT stop asking questions!!!!!!!!
I ran back down the stairs to the first floor to my English teacher who handed me the papers completed. I ran back to my History class to see, lo and behold...my stuff inside the room. Okay, np. I tried to open the door. Door was locked. I was ready to kill someone. I ran down the hallway and asked a janitor for help. She told me to go back to the wing my History class was in and ask the other janitor that worked in that area. FINE. I ran back down. No one there. I found a teacher who told me to go to the other teacher, who kindly unlocked the door for me. I ran out and found that my guess was spot on and my bus had left me. Joy.
I called home and found out that my older bro was about to leave for work. He can't drive yet, so he hitches a ride. I asked if his friend could give me a ride too. He said, "Fine, I'll ask" after yelling at me, "Why didn't you get on the bus!?!?" Hahaha...why didn't I get on the bus...funny.
I stood outside for quite a bit and it was chilly. Windy more-like, but freezing air didn't feel good down my spine. I called home again to see if my brother had asked and my little brother told me he had left already. I tried calling my older brother twice but both times it didn't work. I nearly cried. Everything was going wrong.
At that moment, my older brother called me and told me that his friend would pick me up at the parking lot. Thank God. Thank you thank you thankies. His friend eventually came and I got a ride home. I feel guilty for all the trouble I caused people. I almost made my friend late, I made my teachers fill out those papers, my old teacher felt terrible that she couldn't help, and my brother's friend who barely knows me had to pick me up. Uff. A bad day for me makes everyone else's day bad too. :(

Good news: Friday was pretty good?

-Wingedhamham-

Okay, God. I get it.

Man, God's slap lasts longer than any other slap you get. Even when the mark of the hand starts showing up, He still slaps! It hurts.
Okay, maybe I shouldn't blame God. It's the Fates' faults.
Okay okay, it's my fault.
What is my fault?

WELLLL! Prepare for a tragedy, because it felt like one.

Yesterday, I woke up at 8:09 am. School begins at 8:30 am. I didn't eat breakfast and I barely fixed myself. My neighbors that I carpool with have a son that goes to the middle school, which begins at 8:11 am. Hmm. So, they went to drop him off while I got ready. My neighbor was calling me and the second time was the one that woke me up and I answered. My family had left the house and I was alone. Gee, thanks for noticing I wasn't awake yet. No problem.
My neighbor ended up picking me up at MY house (uff, I feel so guilty) after coming back from the middle school. So by the time we got to school, it was pretty late. We got out of the car after the stoplight and power-walked to our classes. I felt terrible that I would make my neighbor late to her first class. I was already getting a ride from them, and I had no right to make her late. Fortunately enough, I found out today that she made it in time. I, however, wasn't as fortunate. I missed it by 20 seconds, but the subtitute (noob face) marked me as tardy. PSHA.
But. The horrible thing about me coming into my first class was that I had to urgently speak to my teacher. Figures she was absent today. The sub said she would be back later that day, so that was..."fortunate." I stressed about my chemistry test that day and barely filled out my review sheet for the math test (which was today). In the next class, my stress kept me from focusing, and I messed up a bit >.< Of course, the peeps behind me and next to me (I donno bout the other people) were saying, "OMG, she messed UP!?" Yeah, sorry, I'm human, kids.
Let's see...third period wasn't so bad, but my lack of breakfast was making me hungry. In fourth period, my tummy was growling. It tooketh the test and finished in time. Finally, some luck.
In fifth period, my teacher was also absent so we were given worksheets to fill out. I blogged.
Sixth period...my teacher was absent so we were given busy busy work (ugh). I worked on that instead of studying for the reading quiz the next class. Dangit. I needed to study.
Seventh period came and we tooketh the quiz. Yay. I didn't know two of them, but we had a sub in the end of the class because my teacher left early. He gave us extra time so I managed to change an answer.

g2g bell!

~Wingedhamham~

Crash

I guess it all began with the way I was raised. All my life my paretns told me what, how, and when to do things. My job was to bey without questin. It was "Do your hommework, practice your cello, do your chores, go to bed." Consequently, that was how I behaved, even in school. I was shy because no one told me I could talk. They left me to grow with my training wheels.
Ever since sophomore year started, it's been, "What college will you go to?" or "what do you want to major in?" and "What colleges will you visit?" etc. All these choices were plastered onto my face and I couldn't breathe. I still can't. I'm the person who can't say yes. It's always a maybe, or I-don't-know-what-do-you-think? For years I could never and still can't make a decision by myself without doubting it. The thing is: if you tell me to do it, it will get done. My training wheels were ripped from me at the beginning of high school and to this day I can barely crawl. I'm so lost and the world won't wait for me.
As you know, I'm applying for a special boarding school for math and science. If told to, I would attend without a doubt. Thing is, my parents tell me it's "my choice." For days I wondered, "Is it right to leave behind my friends, home, music, and now robotics team?" It took me two years to get comfortable in school again when we first moved here, and I don't see this as any different. Problem is, I'll be out of the school in two years this time.
Today, I was asking my dad whether we were moving for sure or not. He kept asking me why it mattered. I told him if we were moving for sure, I would go to the boarding school wihout a doubt. If we weren't moving, it'd be a maybe. I'm not so willing to give up my life here. My dad doesn't get what I'm feeling. He hears every word, then brushes it off and repeats his point. He told me I wasn't getting better in strings; I was getting worse for my level. I hate talking with my parents about life. Hell, it's awkward to talk about my period to my mom. My dad also said that leaving robotics wouldn't be bad because the boarding school will be much more advanced in that. See, it's not JUST that. Yes, I don't want to leave the programs, but it's also the people. I've had a war in my mind fighting over what to do. He said I was all talk. I set high goals but nothing happens. I couldn't stand listening to this again so I left and sat in my room. That's when he said it. He said, "My children are smart, but watch, they'll be disappointments."
Parents use reverse psychology often to motivate their kids, but honestly, it doesn't work for me and my brothers. As soon as my dad said that, I felt my eyes heat up. I grabbed clothes and ran into my bathroom and locked the door. I turned on the shower to block out my sobs. I was a disappointment. I was all talk. I am an ass-kissing loser who raises the bar to the point I can't reach it and just leave. I am a joke.
I cried until the frustration turned into anger and my heart ceased to bleed. He had cut me inside. It's alright. THis wasn't the only time I had let him down.

Just another scar. The truth always hurts.

~Wingedhamham~

Song of the moment: "Perfect" by Simple Plan
Listen to it. Understand it. Understand me.

p.s. Please don't leave "pity party" comments. This post was a channel for my sorrow, not an invitation for sorrys.

T-SHIRT DESIGN!

It's pretty much an inside joke.

BUT. Tell me what you thinks.

Forgetful Thoughts...

No, this is NOT an insightful post. Just a heads up ^-^

Anyways, Fluff will kill me by the end of this post so read this carefully.

At lunch, the robotics team (WOOT) sells Chipwiches as a fundraiser for our Spirit Week! Well, I love helping out with that kind of stuff so I'm there whenever we're selling these delicious delightful delicacies. Today, Elliot stole his second Chipwich. He will pay us back tonight at the plays Fluff and I will be watching since we will be selling concessions as well for robotics. Teehee.
So! After lunch ended we had to put away the cart. The teacher who usually stores it in her room was absent today (probably contemplating how to steal our chipwiches next time that cart of heaven comes squeaking into her room [jk]) so we had to put in the police man dude's room. I put my stuff on the cart, usually my textbook because it's just so darn heavy. So we put away the cart, said our goodbyes, and began walking towards this class. WEEEEEEEEELL! The other day I had forgotten my book on the cart and Fluff was like, "OMGGGGGGGG!!! Yoo so stoopid. Shame. Shame you. You shame!" (Quote possibly may have been modified due to inaccurate memory).
I had stopped in the middle of the hallway (we hadn't walked that far) and just froze. Then I turned around and ran towards the room.
WELL. Todaaay, the same thing happened, but we had walked a bit farther today. I noticed that all I had with me was my bag and bocks uhv chock-lits so SOMETHING was missing. I remembered and once again ran back to the room. Fluff gave me the death stare. Lol. She was ready to beat me to death with her bocks uhv chock-lits. She said she wouldn't be my friend anymore if I forgot again (she was kidding I think XP) so I said, "That means I'll just have to beat you to death with my bocks uhv chock-lits. NO WITNESSES. Teehee!" I don't know if I was kidding...

HAH!
I gotcha!
I WAS jk.

...or was I?

*Dum dum DUUUMMMMM*

~Wingedhamham~
*stands creepily like a stalker, grinning, holding a bocks uhv chock-lits.

Red Overalls?

Okay, the world needs more overalls. I spent forever trying to find a website selling red cloth overalls (however simple they may be!) for my awesome outfit. What outfit, you ask? WELL.
Next week is our school's SPIRIT WEEK! :D:D:D Monday is Preppy day (wth?) and so forth. On WEDNESDAAAAY, it's "Celebrity/Character Day." HEEEELL YEAAAAH! Hah YER doin'!? So on that day, I plan to dress up as the one and only...HELLO KITTY! Yeaaaah. I'm planning on wearing red overalls, a green or white shirt under that, white stockings, white arm-warmers, and of course...A HUGE RED BOW IN MY HAIR! Teehee X3. Hell yeah it's gonna rock socks! Teehee. Omg I just typed teehee again! :O Oh noz! The guidance councelor has just called for me so I shall have to update when I get home!

:D

~Wingedhamham~

For a bad Blogger...

I friggin' pwn. I'm the one with limited internet access and yet...hehehe. I know. I'm going to die some day being the rebel that I am.
*Gets shot*

WHAT WAS THAT FOR!?

*BANG*

My eyeeeeeeeee! AAAAAAAAAAAH!

*PANG*

You shot my leg, damnit! Curse yoooo!

*BANG BANG BANG BOOM KABLOOOOOOOOOOM!*

I lost all my limbs but I'm still alive...Oh, the blood I've lost. Aaaargh...

*WEEEOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOoooooooooo....BOOM!*

...
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~Wingedhamham~ RIP

Hah YER doin'!?

"Late at night, I toss and I turn, and I dream of what I need...!"

Yeah. I wasn't dreaming of what I needed, but more like having nightmares. Ugh. I woke up every hour or so. It was hooooooorrid. Aieee.
I was having this nightmare about today's English quiz on Early Romanticism! Sigh, how romaaaantic. No. Not. It is indeed something to fear. I kept mixing the quizzes up with History class. We took the quiz but in the way we do in History which is fill in the blank and what not (they're really really hard too). My teacher looked through them (some white chick I had never seen in my life) and right before she got to mine, I woke up. But BEFORE that, I had some weird creepy dream about periods and I ripped someone's pad out and took it or something...to use it as my own. Now wait a second. Do not freak out. I would never ever imagine doing that...I only...have nightmares about it...? Anyways. It made sense at the time in the nightmare. I don't know.
Scarlet was in this and I saw her quiz was like a 38 or something. No, she did not get a 38 on a quiz in RL, she just HAPPENED to be in my nightmare. DANGIT CHILL OUT! I'M NOT FREAKIN OUT, YOU'RE FREAKIN' OUT! STOP YELLING!

:D

Jk.

But yeah. That's a horrible night of Hamham for yous guys. I have no idea what caused these nightmares except for the quiz today. *Shudders*

How YOU doin'!? ---Ok...no more Norbit for me.

~Wingedhamham~

HOW YOU DOIN'!? lol. sorry

Coughing Fit!!! :D

Oh yeah, you know it. In history class we were taking our test on the "Making of a World Market," Chapter 14! Of course, I'm still sick and what nots. I was getting a headache in 3rd period from coughing too much. By the time I hit 7th period, (history) I had developed that "inner phlegm" within my throat. Now, as you all know, the inner phlegm is difficult to get out. SOOOO...I was coughing for like 10 minutes, my face was getting red, my throat was this close to bleeding, and my teacher was pretty much staring at me. He mouthed, "You need water?" I was choking on my own throat by then so all I did was nod and point my thumb behind me towards the door. He nodded and I ran out and down the hallway coughing out my lungs. Sounds fun, eh? It wasn't. Good thing I knew the material for the test so losing the time wasn't so bad. I was in the bathroom coughing, I drank water, but I knew that the cause was the inner phlegm. Finally, it came out into my mouth (oh, it hurt me more than it's hurting you to read this) and I was home-free. I came back in and finished my test with my pride barely scratched! Lol.
But yeah. I'm coughing as I type this lol. There is no hidden phlegm atm, but I bet it's gonna pop up again some time soon. Heehee.
Oh! Something nasty happened in Engineering today again. Lol, no...this was literally nasty...not "mind in the gutter" kind of nasty. I as you know am sick (damnit) so I felt a sneeze come up. No one likes sneezing in their hands, so I sneezed onto my sleeve. Baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad idea. I looked at my sleeve and lo and behold...TWO FRIGGIN' HUNKS OF PHLEGM! Yeah. I said, "Euuuuoooooeee" and Curb looked at my arm. We laughed so hard (in disgust). I took out a tissue and just wiped it off. Let's just say I didn't wear my sweater for the rest of the day. Good thing I was wearing a shirt I liked! :D My yoshi shirt saying, "Come Take A Free Ride" with the yoshi with his shell as a saddle. Heehee. Come be my baby mario guys!

~Wingedhamham~

P.S. I have now bought 5 chipwiches...that = 5 x 1.50 = $7.50 worth of sugar.
...
DAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANG!

Love the Laptop!

My love for laptops has increased. My desperation has led me to resort to my only source to the internet at home without worrying about my padre reading my emails...the Frere's laptop. Yeah, I just mixed Spanish and French again, fooz. Beat dat! TRU DAT!
SO yeah. I bought two chipwiches at school today and donated 50 cents because we were lacking the coins. Too many people give like 5 bills and junk. So in case you were wondering...a Chipwich is like so:
Two home-made chocolate chip cookies with a chocolate or vanilla creamy icing filling.
Yeah. Yum. As Curb said, "This is orgasmic." So step right up and buy your very own orgasmic cookies! Just 1.50 for an orgasm like never before!
ANYways...I bought a vanilla one for lunch because I forgot my lunch at home. Good thing I had a 10 with me. So I bought a chocolate one afterwards but it only lasted for half a period. As soon as Curb came in, I split it with her and Fluff. We savoured the taste. Good gosh they're just...mmm. It's so sweet it's not even funny. You eat it and you say, "I want to get fat, right now." The Krispy Kreme diet is NOTHING compared to these :D

So, I should cut back because fat is not something I plan on gaining. However, I still live life to the fullest. I eat what I want when I want...but I think I'll just have a chocolate bar tomorrow. After that...no more sweets...maybe some icecream for dessert after dinner though... >_>

~Wingedhamham~

*smiles as teeth fall out from eating sweets*

Still Sick

And worse than yesterday. Uff.
Last night I went to our robotics meeting and I helped draw out the electricity schematic. Yeah...I was a little lost.
Once fluff left, it was me and Kate left. We laughed 80% of the time, I coughed for 10% of the time, we ate animal crackers 5% of the time, I drew 3% of the time, and we worked on the schematic...2% of the time. Lol. We took forever trying to figure out how to fit the whole thing onto the paper. I learned what the Relays, Drives (PWM), Circuit Breaker Panel (Fuse Panel), and the Circuit Breaker were for and how they worked! YAAY! It's still a little hazy on how we're going to wire this bot but I'm sure we'll figure out...something.
So yes, about the animal crackers. Everytime I reached in for one, I always ended up getting this gorilla, or monkey. The thing with the monkey was...Ok...well I was fine with eating them...it's just that the monkeys look like they had had a boob job or something. I mean, male or female, they were big pecs/manboobs/womanly juggys. It was a naked monkey so it was probably a male. How inappropriate! If I wanted cookies AND milk I would've poured myself a glass and ate some cookies. Geez.
So anyways, Kate kept getting the Lions and Tigers that I wanted to eat. We were laughing at how fate insisted on me eating the furry monkeys. Lol. I told her it wasn't fair because fur is WORTH MORE than Plastic, dangit! Not cool.

So yep. But for now, peace doods.

~Wingedhamham~

P.s. still looking for a new project.

Drats!

Caught red-handed last night :P
It seems my father is now monitoring who is connected to our network. Poop. I guess the only internet I get is if my brother isn't home or something >.>

NEEEEOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHH!

~Wingedhamham~

Sits in closet crying.

RIP Heath Ledger

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I cannot express the woe I'm feeling at the moment. A light inside of me just died. I never knew the man, but he was in one of my favourite films, "A Knight's Tale." I will make sure I watch Batman and see him in his final movie. God bless you Heath Ledger! You will be missed. *Sob*
...
...
This is so depressing. He chose his movies well, and he was a great actor. Not to mention he was a gorgeous man. He had a huge future ahead of him. Why do the good die young?

~Wingedhamham~

*sob* ;_;

Sicko

Yes, I am indeed sick. Yuck. Sick and yuck share "ck."
But yeah, my parents are forcing me to take pills (Tylenol) day and night to "help me heal faster." Bah. You can't cure the cold / cough. The only thing the pills do is make you "feel" better. What you don't know doesn't hurt you, right? However, for me, pills only make me feel worse. I'd rather cough than have a horrible headache and a tummy near puking. Yeah. I swear, I can't take the pills. I get woozy and I feel like if I eat anything I'll upchuck a week's worth of meals. Yeah, I know..."ewww."
My dad and I got in this argument about the amount of pills I was supposed to take. Usually I take one, but he said, "No, you're supposed to take 2." I fear overdose with a passion, even if I took 3 pills by accident. It turned out that I was supposed to take 2 every 4 hours. Good grief! So after 12 hours, I'm made out of 6 pills. >.< Yeeeech. If you know me at all, you will know that I'd rather take pain than take any kind of drugs. And if you were there while I was on drugs, you would know that I probably am making a good choice by choosing NOT to take the drugs. If I'm weird enough now, I don't want to promote it >:P
So yeah. Mhm...
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Oh, let's not forget! Our beloved AP World History teacher (in his infinite wisdom) has decided to "catch us up" by giving us a test today, quiz tomorrow, quiz the next day, and another test the day after that (along with the study guide due that day). He is evil. People say he is evil. But...deep down insides...I know there is a crying child. We need to reach inside, and comfort that crying child, and win over our teacher's heart. :)

I will write my will shortly after this is posted in case any of his students would like to murder me.

~Wingedhamham~
<3 Yay for world peace.

*BANG*

*falls off chair with bullet in head*

A Different Kind of Wings

Who said Hamham couldn't be winged for a different reason? I don't see why not...





Alright. Here's the original! :

Gallery!!!

I think there's a gallery feature somewhere but I'm so lazy and old-fashioned I shall rebel and just put it in a post! :D



Caboose, you ASKED for lots of sparkles...so THERE~!



Zomg, evil side of Caboose!



Hell yeah that's a polar bear.

ZOMFG!!!

For every glorious day of my life, it must end in a fuc*ing disaster! ZOMFG!
Right. So yesterday, we did in fact have a snow day! yaaay! I stayed inside the whole time, worked on some of my homework, practiced for my audition, and I played Maplestory the rest of the time (HECK YES!). I got the message "You have been playing Maplestory for 8 hour(s). We suggest you take a break." HAW. Well, technically I was only logged for 8 hours because I just never closed it out. I just did stuff and left it open.
ANyways. I didn't finish my homework, so I guess that's the reason my dad grounded me and once again, unplugged my eternet (yes, I call it eternet). He said the other day, "If you stay up late again because of the computer and it isn't homework...you'll see." Well, I'm a-looking and I'm not a-seeing it fathur. It was 9:00 pm and I was in freakin bed. Yes, bed.

PSH

Well, bell rang, so cya lates budddddddys.

~Wingedhamham~

Okay, this is an add-on. I'm on my bro's laptop! XD Anyways, yes, I am grounded. I think I will confront my fasha and see exactly the reason for my...intervention...again. PFFFFF. SO!
Here is a word out to my curb. Today we were in engineering, and fluffyfan was doing her "thang" and intently paying attention to our teacher. We were to learn to create decals! YAAAYZZ! SO! Our teacher told us to make a circle, finish sketch, and then extrude it 4 in. SO! We did that, and when extruded, it was pretty zoomed in. Noticing this, curb said, "Wow, that's a big 4 inches!" So I...being the horribly scarred child that I am, replied with a, "THAT'S WHAT SHE SAID!!" So yah.
Then my teacher said, "Yeah, to make the decal, you need a smooth, hard surface." I once again whispered, "That's what she said." Curb and I were laughing so hard, and the oblivious fluff laughed a little, but did not find it as funny as we did. Poor Fluff...thou art not tainted yet. :)

~Wingedhamham~

Well cya guys, until next post!

51st Post!

Last night...er...this morning more-like...Fluff, Misty and I had a sleep-over! :D
Well, as we all know, the definition of a sleep over is like so and such as:
sleep-oh-vur; To not sleep at someone else's house.
HUZZAH! Copyright that, will you James?
Anyways, Fluff, being the weak one that she is (teehee <3), went to bed at like 2 or something...SOOOO, Misty and I kept youtubing and then we watched Me, Myself, and Irene. I love that movie because I can relate to Charlie and Hank... :) Lol jk.
Right. So let's back up. Before all of this, Me, Fluff, Misty, Mr. Stiffles, Fluff's Dad (to get us in), Lem, Garrett, and Misty's mom went to the movie theatres to watch Sweeney Todd! I swear, my eyes were watering at the end. It is sooo tragic. You don't want it to end, but it has to, and you can only say, "That was a perfect finish." Absolutely beautiful. AAAAAND Johnny Depp is beautiful as well, though you can tell he isn't really a singer, he still pulls it off! :D:D:D:D So afterwards, we were left at the house with my parents and we pretty much did whatever. We couldn't play Wii *grrr* because my parents were watching TV and what not...so yeah. Oh, and a message to Myles! You're beautiful!
Ok anyways, Misty and I stayed up waay past Fluff up to 6 am, and before then we were sharing videos. So, she showed me this video of the j-rock band SID and their song Otegami. She showed me the pogi Aki, the guitarist who looked like he er...really loved his guitar. He's gorgeous...

So um, here is a picture for Misty, of that man who licks his shoulder and likes the vibrations of his guitar. Yum. I give you...AKIIIII!!!!11one

A Tougher Project...

Well, this one was kinda difficult. If requested, I'll post steps I took to create this, but for now, I'll just explain it. WMV = wow model viewer, and everytime you see "edit," I did that on Irfanview.
Got picture
Trimmed out person
Cut out face, Darken face, Replace face
Edit whole person (Enhance colours, median filter)

Take Screenshot of forest
Screenshot tree from WMV
Paste tree to paint, edit tree (enhance colours)
Replace tree
Cut new tree and place on forest screenshot
Cut and paste person onto forest

Create stance for lion
Cut lion and paste onto MS Paint
Edit lion
Paste onto MS Paint
Place lion on forest

The rest was pretty much getting the full product and putting it into WoW model viewer and adding the faded black on the corners, and the red glow around his sword. Aaaand, that's it!

For Myles

You had a huge picture up and I couldn't resist. I hope you like it! (It's my Caboose btw in case you couldn't recognize the face).

~Wingedhamham~

This is Omegan and his pet Tiger!

Yeah...I used MS Paint, WoW Model Viewer 5.0.8, and Irfanview. Yep. I have nothing to actually blend them or anything. Took me a bit of time, but not much. If you have a picture that you want pimped-out, send it to me, tell me the theme you want, and I'll do my best! :D

~Wingedhamham~

Not only have I TRIPPED...

I have fallen flat on my face! This month is horrible and it's coming waaay too fast. Yeah yeah yeah, you'll say, "It's because you spend too much time blogging." Well, guess what? I don't care!
So let's break it down. We had 3 school days to prep for our mid-term exams, and today was the beginning. I had to take my HARDEST exam today, of COURSE! But the great thing is, it wasn't as hard as I thought it'd be...I mean, the questions were straight-forward so I zoomed through it fairly quickly ;)
However! This isn't the end. We have 1st and 6th period exams tomorrow, 2nd and 5th (easy day), and then 3rd and 4th (brain will implode that day). So yeah...
Not to mention I have my seating auditions for my youth orchestra on Sunday and robotics meetings throughout this week and a 1 in a lifetime opportunity to get extra credit for my hardest class. So yeah.
Next weekend I have my chair/entry audition for All-state! Yaay! So I don't know how that's going to come out. It'll most likely be terribly horrible. *Twitch*
So yes, this blog is just a 'HAY THERE' post to tell you guys how much stress is going to build up on me as time goes by. Joy.

~Wingedhamham~

Psychology 101

Me and my guild leader were bored and chitchatting yesterday. As you all know, I'm quite random (hah). So, being the inquisitive and curious hamster that I am, I had to bring up that question everyone dreads answering for it leads into the longest debate ever. So as you guessed, we had one. More of a session. Here's the partially cut part of it because we got into religion and I don't want to stress about that.

Wingedhamham: I know this is a litttttle random
Wingedhamham: but
Wingedhamham: I seriously don't get the point of: "If a tree falls and no one is there to hear it, did it fall?"
Lord Omegan: your coo coo for coco puffs?
Wingedhamham: ugh those are nasty
Lord Omegan: the question is: If a tree fall and no one hears it does it make a sound?
Lord Omegan: which is the question of realilty and does existence exist only because i think it does
Wingedhamham: oh right right
Wingedhamham: ok well
Lord Omegan: 1 sec while you think about that
Wingedhamham: ?
Wingedhamham: OBVIOUSLY you just stated the tree fell....and OBVIOUSLY it has been stated that everything makes a noise when it comes in contact with something
Wingedhamham: WELL, in that case, the tree DID make a noise!
Wingedhamham: I mean, if I threw a rock into the woods, then covered my ears...did it make a noise? YES it made one, I just didn't hear it.
Wingedhamham: But, how did you know the tree fell at all if no one could hear it? UNLESS, a blind man was there for some reason and watched it fall.
Wingedhamham: But if you couldn't hear it, and you weren't blind, then you didn't witness the fall
Wingedhamham: THUS! The question cannot support itself and is of no sense at all!
Lord Omegan: ok enteresting -
Wingedhamham: :P
Lord Omegan: you missed the entire point of the question
Wingedhamham: did i take it too literally?
Lord Omegan: if a tree falls and noone heard it - how do you know it makes a sound?
Lord Omegan: no one hears it - so can't validate that it makes a noise
Wingedhamham: yes u can
Wingedhamham: it fell
Lord Omegan: seeeeeee?
Lord Omegan: but does just falling make noise or does the noise only exist because we heard it?
Wingedhamham: i guess it's like colours
Wingedhamham: it's only blue cuz we say it is
Lord Omegan: or does your blue match mine?
Wingedhamham: it's an opinion?
Lord Omegan: its a matter of poerson - see there is no real way to validate information we can't confirm
Lord Omegan: so these things because a matter of person
Lord Omegan: we cant confirm colors, taste smell or sound - each person may expereince something totally unique to them
Lord Omegan: get it?
Wingedhamham: yeah
Wingedhamham: buuut
Wingedhamham: if you already said that no one heard it, what is there to compare?
Wingedhamham: Something that doesn't exist, doesn't exist
Wingedhamham: which is the sound
Wingedhamham: wait
Wingedhamham: you can't compare the fact with the opinion
Wingedhamham: because you already said it fell
Wingedhamham: omg
Wingedhamham: WHO THE HECK ASKED THIS QUESTION ANYWAYS!?
Lord Omegan: but you cant call personal expereince of sense a fact
Wingedhamham: so now you're questioning the sense of hearing itself
Wingedhamham: do we really hear things?
Wingedhamham: or do we think we're hearing it?
Lord Omegan: does sound exist only when you hear it?
Wingedhamham: no it always exists
Wingedhamham: because u said it did
Lord Omegan: can you prove that?
Wingedhamham: what's there to prove?
Lord Omegan: in my world i call yout yellow blue - its what i consider to be the tone of that color
Wingedhamham: you just said it
Lord Omegan: can you prove it?
Wingedhamham: you said it as a fact
Wingedhamham: you asked your question
Wingedhamham: based on that statement
Lord Omegan: no i'm asking to validate things we think are true
Lord Omegan: this is all Psyc 101
Wingedhamham: we "think" are true?
Wingedhamham: as in
Wingedhamham: an excuse for something?
Lord Omegan: no "we think" as in there is no real way to validate these answers
Wingedhamham: well
Wingedhamham: when people ask for an explanation
Wingedhamham: and we can't explain it
Wingedhamham: cuz we only "think"
Wingedhamham: then that's an excuse
Wingedhamham: right?
Wingedhamham: or is it a lie?
Wingedhamham: then does that mean we live a lie?
Lord Omegan: what?
Lord Omegan: ok stay focus girl
Lord Omegan: in a left field conversation only you can go father to the left
Wingedhamham: ?
Lord Omegan: *farther
Lord Omegan: and we can't explain it cuz we only "think" then that's an excuse
Wingedhamham: uuuuuuuuuuuuuuugh
Lord Omegan: what existed 1st existance or the dream?
Wingedhamham: isn't that what I've been saying
Wingedhamham: ?
Wingedhamham: What do you mean dream?
Lord Omegan: the dream of existance
Wingedhamham: what dream?
Lord Omegan: do we exist?
Lord Omegan: or are we in a dream?
Wingedhamham: only because...we say we do?
Lord Omegan: Who is thr dreamer?
Wingedhamham: notice how almost everything we're saying ends in a question mark?
Wingedhamham: So we're questioning reality...
Lord Omegan: always
Lord Omegan: is reality real or a fiction of my imagination?
Wingedhamham: So...
Wingedhamham: just because we can feel, hear, see...it doesn't mean it's really there
Lord Omegan: lol of course not
Lord Omegan: you only thinks it there because you beileve its there.
Lord Omegan: remove the belief and what do you have?
Wingedhamham: ...

Lord Omegan: You also believe that you computer is real right?
Wingedhamham: ...
Wingedhamham: yeeeesss....
Wingedhamham: Oooooh!
Wingedhamham: Wait!
Wingedhamham: So if you asked why I believed it was true, I would say, "Because I can touch it."
Wingedhamham: BUT!
Wingedhamham: What is touch but a...
Wingedhamham: a um...
Lord Omegan: come one :D
Wingedhamham: a something
Wingedhamham: that
Wingedhamham: aaaaaaaaaah
Lord Omegan: I think you are almost most there
Wingedhamham: I can taste it...
Wingedhamham: wait
Wingedhamham: Nvm
Wingedhamham: If I can taste it that proves nothing
Wingedhamham: Because
Wingedhamham: the senses are what make us think it's reality
Wingedhamham: but what is reality without depending on the senses
Wingedhamham: to prove it!
Wingedhamham: ...is that close?
Lord Omegan: kinda -
Wingedhamham: crap
Wingedhamham: that's a no
Lord Omegan: see you have to look at it like this -
Lord Omegan: Maybe its not real
Lord Omegan: maybe it doesn't exist
Lord Omegan: you're relying on your sense to confirm the reality
Lord Omegan: but what if the realilty wasn't real?
Lord Omegan: then what would you have?
Wingedhamham: your senses
Wingedhamham: which
Wingedhamham: are then useless?
Wingedhamham: it just leads you to a belief?
Lord Omegan: riiiiiiiight
Wingedhamham: wait, as in
Wingedhamham: that's right right?
Lord Omegan: lol
Wingedhamham: as in
Wingedhamham: you're not being sarcastic?
Wingedhamham: and i got it...right?
Wingedhamham: is it even RIGHT!?
Wingedhamham: How do we know that it IS right?
Wingedhamham: I guess the "right" answer can't be proven
Lord Omegan: BINGO!
Lord Omegan: Thats the question
Wingedhamham: o.o
Lord Omegan: and the answer is we don't
Wingedhamham: so the right answer is a question?
Lord Omegan: there is no right answer
Lord Omegan: thats the whole point
Wingedhamham: oooh
Lord Omegan: if a tree fall and no one here's it does it make a sound? the only answer is " I dont know, does it?"
Wingedhamham: seee!
Wingedhamham: so the answer IS a question
Lord Omegan: right
Wingedhamham: it just isn't right
Wingedhamham: i guess it all makes sense now
Wingedhamham: wait
Wingedhamham: it...DOESN'T make sense
Wingedhamham: because what is sense!?
Wingedhamham: @.O
Lord Omegan: ok that was whack!
Lord Omegan: lol
Wingedhamham: eep >_<
Lord Omegan: lol
Wingedhamham: that's crazy
Wingedhamham: years of therapy trying to understand that
Lord Omegan: lol you have a heads up for your next creative writing class
Wingedhamham: pff
Wingedhamham: kinda like a giant candy cane that stole a christmas list of a child, turned it into an origami eye remover and ripped the eyes out of the sockets of your friend
Lord Omegan: uh - yea what she said
Wingedhamham: ?
Wingedhamham: she being me right?
Wingedhamham: unless
Wingedhamham: you're talking about a nonexistent female
Lord Omegan: you are a she
Wingedhamham: that only exists
Lord Omegan: i think
Wingedhamham: cuz u said so
Wingedhamham: THINK SO!?
Wingedhamham: *pimp slaps Omegan*
Wingedhamham: oh waaait
Wingedhamham: you can't say I am because I'm only female because we say we're female
Wingedhamham: but really
Wingedhamham: is there such thing as a female?
Lord Omegan: damn I'm good
Lord Omegan: :-D
Wingedhamham: o_O?
Lord Omegan: you finally got it -
Wingedhamham: got "it?"
Lord Omegan: the concept is to "question" everything - thats the only way we grow
Wingedhamham: is it questioning
Wingedhamham: or is it doubting...
Lord Omegan: its questioning to find the answer
Lord Omegan: doubting is just to deny
Wingedhamham: doubting isn't denying
Wingedhamham: It's biased questioning

There's a bit of the wise Omegan for you. He really needs to be a teacher. I mean...seriously. Lol. If you got bored and didn't finish reading it and just commented after scrolling to the bottom...then poo on you. That has some deep stuff. Oh, and pardon the spelling errours. Hehehe.
Oh, and Myles, you should recognize that this is in fact Omegan, because no one can complicate anything like he can. Makes the brain hurt.

Hello Again! I have left the closet!

WELL HAH! Guess what I just bought that you will so totally be jealous about!?
We went to Animal World or whatever it's called and no, I did not buy a hamster. Anyways, we (me and my coolest bestest foreverest cousin) went inside and bought some Nintendo gear! WOO! I bought this sweeeet keychain of Yoshi on a skateboard and whenever you hit it, it lights up. I KNOW! The lights are red and blue and it swirls around the edge of the skateboard. The best part of it all is...YOU CAN GET A SEIZURE! My cousin and I were in the car and it was dark because we were on our way home after a long day at the mall. So we try out our keychains and WEE! Swirling vortex of happy colours! @.@
So yeah, she got a keychain too but hers is pretty dang beast. It's for a phone, though. Hers is a red and white mushroom that has a sweet light show when you hit it, and it comes with this...er...belt thing that could wrap around a thumb with blocks having pictures of Mario stuff... >_>

So yes. Now for some updates on my recent "likes." Well, I've really been into youtubing. My cousin showed me this awesome video called "How to be Gangster." If you have the slightest sense of humour, WATCH IT! It's by Nigahiga who recently got sponsored (yay). They also made "How to be Ninja" and "How to be Emo" and some other HILARIOUS stuff! I kiss their feet in comedy videos. Plus! They're azn! Yeeeah, and Higa is ubers buffs and cute. So yes. Gotta love your funny azns, though his accent throws you off sometimes.
ALSO! I have come to like "Ask a Ninja"!!! I know, what's up with all of the Ninja and Azn crap? But really, this guy is fuunnny! I watched the one about his movie and omg I could not stop laughing with that migraine I had from trying to follow the plot! HAHAHA! Another must-see.
In other news, it's 2008! We got back from break and that morning of our first day of school, I swear...I was about to get a hammer and destroy my alarm clock. I got up ubers early and everything so I could pack everything up and enjoy my cereal. I, too, would like to see Sweeney Todd. Looks like a beast of a movie and the world has said so. I gotta plan something for that >.>

So, let's see. This month I have auditions for so many things for my cello that it makes me want to scream, considering we have MID-TERM EXAMS! NOOOO! I forgot like everything for every class so NOW I'm PANICKING! You may not know it, but I pressed the delete button like 20x trying to type NOW. I kept typing NoW, NNOW, NOw, etc etc etc...

OH! Let's not forget. I have quit WoW! True dat. It's been getting boring, people are leaving, and it just isn't the same. So I'm back to the free MMORPG of Maplestory! It's this adorable chibi 2d game almost exactly like WoW! The only thing is it lacks races (but still has classes), and pvp. Other than that, you can quest, pq (player quest aka instances), and there's awesome events! I am currently a lvl 25 bow-woman. Yep. I got some leet gear. I'll get a pic up of my character sure nuff.

Well, that's all for now. I'd like to add before I go that I've also taken a liking to "Me, Myself, and Irene." More of that Carrey genius. <3 that guy so much. He's too cool to be human. I mean, his acting is amazing! When he's pulling himself up!?!?!? OMG!?!?!? That's like...holy mother of nature he rokks.

~Wingedhamham~

Pce.